30th April 2026
Words dont heal
Empty spaces remain empty
Broken hearts remain broken
Evenings whisper you are not ok
Smiles dim
Memories linger
Regret weighs heavy
Dead remain dead
Wednesday, April 29, 2026
Thursday, March 19, 2026
Saturday, January 31, 2026
Snow fall
A snow fall....the most delightful of childhood memories. What I remember is the mood of the moment. Gray skies and wind, and yes, a snow fall...flakes of white, fluttering from the sky. The joy, the thrill and the shout of ' Anna snow wetenawa.' My younger sister and I would run out to the garden and collect fistful of this 'snow'. So much that my mother would make a pillow out of it later.
Yes bits of floating cotton raining down from the sky...always happend late afternoons just before the rains.
A cotton tree burst its pods some where and I never discovered that tree...
What joy it brought what an awesome moment.
Tuesday, January 20, 2026
a quiet morning , on my turf...matchless peace...then my mind succumbs to its endless chatter...'pretty scene, got to share on face book', and I do... Why? a moment ago I was in bliss with the solitude around me, happy to have this time away from it all...planing endless Waldon pond getaway moments...yes, life of a hermit in the jungle away from the traffic and the people. Therein the contradiction... Here I am sharing my moment of bliss and quiet with a host of unrestricted 'friends'. most, I would at best share a polite greeting but nothing more should we actually meet. In the secure womb of my home, I quite unabashedly open my heart ... post up my innermost soul.....what brings out this trust and warmth towards the other which is lacking in a real time meeting? for me, it is the security of my own space.. Which makes me softer and more benign. I don't see an enemy out there...'my friends' out there will not laugh at me...they are me and part of me...they accept my absurdities and blunders and forgive me as I forgive my self... Then why am i so weary and guarded of those I meet day to day...watching what I say and how I act...forever wondering what 'the others' would think. These "friends" on line are the same that I meet on the road... So its me...in my turf I'm safe in the delusion of 'good' in the other... And out of it I'm vulnerable in the delusion of 'bad' in the other...surely, the other did not change... What I see out there is simply a reflection of the state of my mind...delusional in its safety and delusional in its fears....
Rohitha Jayalath Great....Peace n love dear Sis..!!
Mariazelle Goonetilleke beautiful .. where is this place SundY?
Sundariy de Alwis Home at rajagiriya..
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Ruwanthie Gunawardena Awesome place.
Anju Doolwela Awesommmmmmmmmmmnne
Anju Doolwela Can i cm for a spend d day pleeeeeeeease
Sandra De Silva-Jayasuriya Beautiful.
Sundariy de Alwis Thanks..
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Pinsith Perera Lucky u. I envy u.
Thilani Shanika Ariyaratne Lovely
Ruchi Sood Lovely thoughts Sundariy..
Dhammika Dharmasena Peaceful is Solitude.
Zareena Mack No better company than your own self. Your thoughts magnify such serenity and having visited your home many times I see the beauty your words so eloquently describe. Peace and harmony to you Sundariy.
Shahina Zahir Ismail You live in paradise Sundi..
Perry Morgan Yes Sundariy i can remember how beautiful and peaceful your garden is, hope to visit again x
Sundariy de Alwis you are so very welcome Perry... Virath would love that too...
Perry Morgan Wow he had grown so much, just about recognise him. Still scared of the potential snake encounter thou
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Ragini Siva Beautiful pond with endless thoughts ......it's a bless to be able to analyse them Sundari!
Saminda Jayasekara හිතේ දුකට ලියවෙන කවි .....
Sundariy de Alwis wink emoticon
Dhammika Dharmasena Beautiful natural pond.
Vivian Gunawardene This is some good stuff.
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