Let go

 Let go they said

Move on

Heal your self

Be your own hero

Save your self

But I'm not ready to let go yet

I'm not even ready to let things be

I'm just feeling numb

Discarded and humiliated

But no not ready to let go yet.

Will it happen?

How does it happen

I don't know

I've not been there before

Or done it before

My life shattered once before

Everyone said let go

I didn't know how

I just held on.

Healing happened

But I had not let go

Circumstances changed

My mindset adopted to what remained

But I still did not know to let go

The lesson has come back again

As it would untill I mastered it.

So is this my time to learn

All I feel for the moment is

I'm not ready to let go.